Well, you have to bear in mind american incomprehension of the category of
the collective, which is simply absent from american political 'thought'.
Consider this interesting example of american occulture, which comes from
the yahoo list of the senior lodge in american OTO, "Thelema Lodge". It is
an attack on Peter Koenig, the Swiss OTO researcher. 'Grant & Saturn Lodges'
refers to british and european OTO lineages. 'Breeze' is the head of the
american OTO. 'prk' is Peter Koenig.
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You and your euro buddies can bash the Cowboy mentality while you secretly
covet all things western. But what are you going to do? Your archives and
your lies are no comparison for live Gnostic Masses in every large city in
America. Full breasted, willful, smart and dedicated Priestesses by the
score. Seasoned old goats in government that make they likes of you squirm
like school girls. Your game is so over. Regular OTO spreads itself all over
the globe. Our Eastern European brothers are making huge strides and the
beauty of the global membership was amply demonstrated in the recent photo
of the Cairo Trip. Not an ugly person among the group ... can your Grant or
Saturn Lodges boast anything similar? You need to learn to live in the now!
Breeze is the king and is calling the shots. For all the controversy the
whole damn order is representing itself very well. Breeze is the Patriarch
and you will just have to deal with it. Even if anything you ever said were
true, Breeze captured the flag and it continues to fly ... you lose ... you
and everyone who backs your yellow hide. To tell you the god's honest
truth...the likes of prk...shadowy forign interests in manipulating the
order...make it a whole lot easier to deal with the fact that OTO may have
been co-opted by the CIA...at least it's american cowboys who at heart are
true individualists...unlike euro communists playing at capitalism...thugs!
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/nox-online/message/2355
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More Chris Titan (original URL lost):
-----Original Message-----
From: Chris Titan [mailto:christitan9393@...]
Sent: Wednesday, July 16, 2003 3:01 PM
To:
thelema93-l@yahoogroups.com
Subject: [t93] OTO - a warm fuzzy?
93,
I wonder where anyone gets the idea that the OTO should somehow be a model
religious organization. It is an instrument of warfare, plain and simple.
Legal battles are just as valid as turf wars. Masonic orders are born out of
the blood of knighthood orders, OTO is no different. Horus and Apep are not
softies. Rugged individualism and liberal humanitarianism don't really mix.
The strongest individuals are going to protect their turf with whatever
skill they have. If this means using bizarre psychological operations
involving fake names and ghostly strong arm tactics, then this is what will
happen. There are few who can still hold to their LOVE when surrounded by a
Nazi Black Magick Nightmare of Seething Demiurge, a raw will to power,
illumined and transformed by the awareness of NUIT. Its heart is pure, but
it is black and invisible. The humanist will be driven mad by the selfish
nature of the diety. Anyone who hates themself will be repelled by the
nature of our divinity. Mad with divine pride, the simple warrior is
transformed into the apostle of infinite space. Burning hearts! Above all,
this is secret stuff. And the meanest hardest willed serpents will control
the stuff. It is that kind of stuff. It needs to be controlled. At least so
the value of the pirated material is greater. When I got my first pirated
secret documents it felt like a initiation. I had longed for the info. To be
able to download everything your first time out on the internet does cheapen
the emotional value of the material. It strikes me that we have to listen to
a lot of posers here on the Web. The blast on the front lines is so ghastly
and rattling that only the fittest can even be bothered to train. The
shrieking insanity that is the seeking public must be weeded through.
Heru-Ra-Ha by all accounts is not a warm and fuzzy guy. OTO is just that a
miserable ordeal meant to train Templars for Horus. Let the people revile
the Hawk-faced storm-troopers, for those dogs will be crushed by the tides
of evolution. Like moths who perish in the flame they were so attracted to,
the leaves fall from the tree of OTO. It is the silent leaves that hold the
crown of the golden bough that keeps me wondering. I will cut my way through
the din to that tent of initiation, and I am confident I will find them, the
beast and his bride at repose.